Beyond worldly
Hi All,
Geez Was just readin the blog I posted yesterday and realized how terrible my writings are… heheh… Sometimes I wonder , how can I graduate Uni with these kind of writings (wrong grammar etc). ANyway did some fixin… hope its much understandable now HEHE
Hmm I may add that the reason for me to tell all these is mainly becos I know some ppl who experience similar thing and even worse. Thru these experience, I learnt compassion and to shed tears towards all the spirits whose lost n full wif neg energy in this world. Seriously, one thing that need to be scared of in this life is ourself, since if we’re not bein in peace wif ourself, we can choose to hurt ourselvess and othersss.
Ghosts whose lost, are just like us, without no one to turn around to. With them we need to practice our compassion n loving kindness.. They are not something to be afraid but but sth for us to help thru our good intention n lov
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Its raining outside and Im so glad being at home now. I always have that safe and peaceful feeling being at home with my family, especially when it rains… Somehow, I feel protected against the cold and wet weather outside, plus having my sis or parents to watch movies together is always a great time to relax…..
Today, I feel like to talk about the weird experience I’ve got. I know few people maybe have experience similar things, but afraid to mention it or to face it… Spirits world is always a big question but I believe there are spirits all around us… Vividly remembering the days when I was terribly ill as a child .. All I can rmb is that I was terribly ill n doctors couldnt find whats wrong with me after one whole week stayed in hospital, so my parents decided to take me to see witch doctor..Hehe Yupee I was possessed n the bad spirits in me is tryin to take my life away….Thats wot Ive been told…Dunno whether thats true or not but Im fortunate enuf to survive that, tho Id been terrified with spirits from then on… You may believe me or may not but I write these experiences, with hope that someone may face their fears and live life with gratitude and compassion to other beings.. anyway the second encounter, that I can remember is to woke up in the middle of the night and hearin voices… When I opened up my eyes, I can see black shadow moving towards me. I prayed and closed my eyes as it gets closer to me… After a while, then I opened up my eyes again n saw that black shadow moved pass thru the wall…
I told my family bout wot happened in the morning but no one believes me.. heheh… guess its up to you to believe or not… Its just my story anyway, mayb after all its just a hallucination, but I know it is real to me.. Bein extremely conscious about it and rememberin every details of it makes me so sure that it was not just a simple dream..
I wonder whether someone else have experience that pattern during your sleep where you are conscious of what happens around you, but you cant even move your body at all… happens several times to me, in my younger days and everytime that happens, I can hear voices.. I have to admit I am still scared of it, up till now. When that happens I will make sure I wont open my eyes n will try to just move my fingers, to prevent scarry things from happening +)
The greatest gift in my life is to learn about loving kindness meditation and compassion. I still have bad dreams or nightmares, or sense other beings, but I learn to confront it… Like for eg; the other day I dreamt about moving to a house which were told that it is haunted… Instead of runnin away, which what I would normally do, I choose to stay and let myself be filled with sympathy and love, to wish that spirit truly well n be freed from whatever sufferings around it…I wont share other details in that dream but anyway that s how I deal with it- overcoming my own fears through love, wisdom and compassion.
Some people may experience weird things, also unsure and don’t know how to accept or deal with it, knowin that such things is not real. When difficulty to accept means running away, then it will be very hard to ever let yourself be freed from your fears, to be calm n peace with yourself n your surroundings. Rmb kindness from heart is always the best recipe to deal wif life, wif others and wif urself….
Lucky nothin weird ever happens to me anymore and if it is at least, I feel safe knowing that I know how to confront it ……. +)
Wif Metta, Mel
March 18th, 2007 at 5:18 am
Hey, Mell!! Thanks for sharing. Yep, I do believe in sprits existance as well. FYI, my maid was possessed before, so yeah, had the real experience w spirits before
I do believe ya!
Anyway, I do the same thing as you did when I had dreams about spirits (i.e, I send metta - loving kindness- to them, and chant “om mani pad me hom” which simply means Avalokitesvara). Actually, I chant first before sending out the metta. Coz, I felt scared at the beginning, and instantly chanted the Bodhisatva’s name. Now, it’s my habit to send metta before I sleep, it might help you too! Try a metta meditation while you are sleeping… you would have more sound sleep
Good luck!
March 19th, 2007 at 12:11 am
spirits….boooo~~~~
just get a baseball bat from the closet or ice picker undeneath the bed and *bang *bang *bang.
isnt that more simple =)